Old 8th November 2001, 14:52   #321
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Did we ask?
Heh.
Wouldn't've been pleasant with *ahem**cough* out of order.

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Old 8th November 2001, 18:39   #322
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Did we ask?
No but I'm sure someone would have wanted the details
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Old 8th November 2001, 20:41   #323
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Well it's the day after the big dance.
/me sitting here thinking back on me dance with Missy.
And how she left me with two other girls.

Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee...what a night!!!!
Where did they go?
Why did me wake up here in the forums?
Hmmmm...story of my life
Oh well
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Old 8th November 2001, 23:50   #324
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I can't believe you turned down a dance with Missy!

I know I wouldn't even if she does think I look like her brother (which I SO do not! )
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Old 9th November 2001, 00:11   #325
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I can't believe you turned down a dance with Missy!
No,no,no...I had a wonderful dance with Missy last night.
Check the previous page.
I think we're still dancing back there.
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Old 9th November 2001, 07:24   #326
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Then tho whom should I turn to if I want to dance?

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Old 9th November 2001, 08:21   #327
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Krystine? mmmmmmmm
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Old 9th November 2001, 20:52   #328
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Krystine? mmmmmmmm
There's no doubt in my mind Miss Krystine would be
incredibly fun to dance with, jns.
Go for it!!!!
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Old 9th November 2001, 21:12   #329
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I am just sitting in the corner of this rather fine establishment enjoying a quiet drink.,
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Old 9th November 2001, 21:44   #330
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i got to dance w/ missy
(i think)

and now, to drink a WHOLE LOT
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Old 9th November 2001, 22:44   #331
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I wish I could dance but she reckons i look like her brother.

Oh if only....
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Old 9th November 2001, 23:27   #332
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If only what?

You were Missy's brother?


Why do i sense a pervert lurks amongst us :P
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Old 10th November 2001, 00:03   #333
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No you don't understand. If only I didn't then I would ave achance



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I am just sitting in the corner of this rather fine establishment enjoying a quiet drink.,
I'm going to join you. I'm sick of men and feeling quite alone tonight, so don't be surprised if I complain.

sunshine on the window makes me happy, like i should be, outside all around me, really sleazy, then it hits me, don't tell me you can't see what it means to me! meanwhile, in the moonlight, purple people, unforseeable, lonely as they may be, they'll be peachy, then it hits me...
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Old 10th November 2001, 12:20   #335
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same here.

/me grabs a couple 40's and takes a seat.

missyob made me post this.
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I'm going to join you. I'm sick of men and feeling quite alone tonight, so don't be surprised if I complain.
/me just loves you and your personality

Sorry your'e having a time.
But if I'm right about you...this will quickly pass.
And you'll be dancing again soon.

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Old 11th November 2001, 00:01   #337
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Aww thanks papadoc ((cuddles))

Last night was awful though.

You were right about me though, I had about ten mood swings throughout the night. Whenever I thought everything was going terribly; my ex would say something that made me feel better...But then the fact that he's my ex and no longer mine gave me the intense urge to cry...

I was a mess.

I feel a little better now. *shakes bootie slowly*

sunshine on the window makes me happy, like i should be, outside all around me, really sleazy, then it hits me, don't tell me you can't see what it means to me! meanwhile, in the moonlight, purple people, unforseeable, lonely as they may be, they'll be peachy, then it hits me...
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Old 11th November 2001, 01:14   #338
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Spunkbubble...I'm glad your'e doing better.
You had me worried.

It won't be long before you
"Shake what your mama gave ya"

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Old 11th November 2001, 11:01   #339
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Aww thanks for caring *blushes*.

It's been raining here all day today, which makes me feel even better. I love rain!

I've got to let my ex stop getting to me... I guess.

sunshine on the window makes me happy, like i should be, outside all around me, really sleazy, then it hits me, don't tell me you can't see what it means to me! meanwhile, in the moonlight, purple people, unforseeable, lonely as they may be, they'll be peachy, then it hits me...
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Old 11th November 2001, 19:06   #341
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Old 11th November 2001, 22:07   #343
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Old 11th November 2001, 23:33   #344
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I whisper softly to my dear..

Be sure to know that I am here..

Forever..

So hear now

Calling out your name, a wish that could come true

Burning on the flame, I'm reaching out to you

Played the waiting game, hear my calling, hear my calling...

Whispers in the air

I dreamed you into life

Hear a lover's prayer

I pray for you tonight

I can feel you there

Hear my calling, hear my calling...

sunshine on the window makes me happy, like i should be, outside all around me, really sleazy, then it hits me, don't tell me you can't see what it means to me! meanwhile, in the moonlight, purple people, unforseeable, lonely as they may be, they'll be peachy, then it hits me...
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Old 12th November 2001, 00:58   #345
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are you sure you're ok, spunk?

that was cool, though
you just write it?
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Old 12th November 2001, 01:05   #346
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No, but I wrote this...

the rose


i'm just your accident waiting to happen,

i guess i'm your shame

i'm still the thorn in your rose

the cloud of your silver lining,

the tears of your laughter,

guess i'm still your regret

these days don't move any faster

and i keep running from you

only to fall,

i'm the bitch in the corner

giving you jagged complaints

you've reached out your hand,

long ago,

and pricked your finger on me,
the thorn in your rose,

but you're not bleeding yet

i promise you will

bleed as i do


I love writing poetry.

sunshine on the window makes me happy, like i should be, outside all around me, really sleazy, then it hits me, don't tell me you can't see what it means to me! meanwhile, in the moonlight, purple people, unforseeable, lonely as they may be, they'll be peachy, then it hits me...
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Old 12th November 2001, 01:33   #347
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wow, that's damn cool! beautiful even

I like Billy Corgan for my poerty, well songs:


Stand Inside Your Love
=========================

You and me
Meant to be
Immutable
Impossible
It's destiny
Pure lunacy
Incalculable
Insufferable

But for the last time
You're everything that I want and ask for
You're all that I'd dreamed
Who wouldn't be the one you love
Who wouldn't stand inside your love
Protected and the love of

A pure soul and beautiful you
Don't understand
Don't feel me now
I will breathe
For the both of us
Travel the world
Traverse the skies
Your home is here
Within my heart

And for the first time
I feel as though I am reborn
In my mind
Recast as child and mystic sage
Who wouldn't be the one you love
Who wouldn't stand inside your love

And for the first time
I'm telling you how much I need and bleed for
Your every move and waking sound
In my time
I'll wrap my wire around your heart and your mind
You're mine forever now
Who wouldn't be the one you love and live for
Who wouldn't stand inside your love and die for
Who wouldn't be the one you love

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Old 12th November 2001, 10:50   #348
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I have a whole bunch of my poems online . Good way to let out the bitterness...

Lovey song, Phily Baby.

sunshine on the window makes me happy, like i should be, outside all around me, really sleazy, then it hits me, don't tell me you can't see what it means to me! meanwhile, in the moonlight, purple people, unforseeable, lonely as they may be, they'll be peachy, then it hits me...
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Old 12th November 2001, 12:07   #349
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Thanks.

What's the site?

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Old 12th November 2001, 13:34   #350
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Age, car, cell phone, who gives a shit!!?
I've went out with older, younger, same age guys, some with cars others without, that is not what I personally look for in a guy. I've been out with the bad guy and let's say that it did not last very long...and he got a very bad reputation afterwards. So it's not worth turning into a bad guy. If you wait patiently and don't look, the person perfect for you will practically fall into you lap. That's what happened to me, the best relationships i've had happened accidentally.
Just stay yourself and stop being so materialistic, if you don't you just might end up with a first class bitch who will use you for your car or your money.

There are some OK girls out there!!
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Old 12th November 2001, 23:59   #351
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thats what everyone tells me....

but i've never seen it come true.

they say girls are good & nice.

but they just make me blue

they say girls like you for who you are.

but where can i find one like that?

how near? how far?

-

when i look through the window all i see

is a hating world turned against me.

i reach out for a hand to touch

and feel something warm.

the heat of a thousand people who hate me.

missyob made me post this.
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Thanks.

What's the site?
http://members.9cy.com/bitter/poetry/index.htm

From my old personal site. I gotsa put them all on my new site, I'm just too lazy! So yeah, you'll get a pop-up or two; it's on my old crappy free website host.

hope you like them...

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Old 13th November 2001, 06:16   #353
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By the way, John M, those were lovely...Sad, but lovely...

sunshine on the window makes me happy, like i should be, outside all around me, really sleazy, then it hits me, don't tell me you can't see what it means to me! meanwhile, in the moonlight, purple people, unforseeable, lonely as they may be, they'll be peachy, then it hits me...
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Old 13th November 2001, 08:11   #354
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Maybe it is just being young ....

I have read through 9 pages of messages ... and I find that the people here are interesting and funny.

I especially like the arguments about the bane of man ...

Do I think that girls are the one thing that cause the world to go down the drain?

Well ... I don't think that was the question ... the question from the original post is ... subtle as it seems .. "WHY IS THE OTHER WITH THE GIRL OF MY DREAM?"

and frankly ... I found that no one really helped our friend there and I feel sorry that he was forgotten ... or better yet, he forgot his own question ...

Well .. my two cents is that females do bring the world to a halt when they want to. I speak from experience from my everyday life. Every morning I wake up to see the most beautiful person that I have ever met and I wished that time will stop just so that I can stare on that face forever.

I am not a handsome guy, nor am I a "bad guy" person ... I am just your everyday nerd (software developer) that was minding his own business when one day while going to the hospital to see a friend, met up with this girl that was there as well. We chat, we talked, I liked looking at her and just for the first time in my life went up and asked her to go out for a movie the following saturday.

Surprisingly she said yes and the rest is history.

The saddest thing in this story is that the mutual friend that we went to vist died 4 months after we were together. I wanted to thank him for setting that chance for me that changed my life forever.

The moral of the story? ... are girls bad? ... are woman worst? ... I can't say. I can only say that the most of the good things in life are usually bad for health. Take chocalate for instance ... ... it gives me pimples and reclines my hair line whenever I eat them, but I love them none the less.

Woman gives me ulcers, I know that for a fact ... because I can never figure out why she is mad at me at things that I do everyday. But do I stay on with it? Yeah ... ulcers might kill me, not loving her means I am dead already.

You do the maths and make a decision, pick the lesser of two evils and you will know that the world is not perfect but it is beautiful because of it.

Sometimes it is just being me that counts
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That message, izchan, moved me, and you're all going to have to bear with me now because I feel like sharing my story... It might explain a few things some of you may... (or may not) have been wondering about, as well...

Last year, by a chance encounter, I met a man four years older than me - I was fifteen, and he was nineteen. We got along amazingly well - we wanted to spend as much time talking as we could - and we did... And in a very short time, this quickly turned to love. I know a lot of people are automatically going to proclaim 'Bullshit!' due to the fact I was only fifteen at the time...But it was real, and still is, and no matter what anybody says, my heart tells the truth...

We were complete. I loved him beyond doubt, beyond reason, I trusted him with my every emotion, my private thoughts and hopes and dreams. I sang to him. (Singing to people is a big thing for me - but I always had the courage to sing for him.)

Then, after close to a year of "us", he left me. It was a long distance relationship, and he could no longer handle that. I cried for three days straight. I live in a cloud of headaches, tears and feeling violently ill for 72 hours. I only slept when I collapsed from exhaustion, from crying, each night. Then, on the third day, we got back together. He regretted it, and I stopped crying. A month later, he left me again. This time it hit me hard, but I refused to let him see just how hard. I took my rage, and bitter hurt, out on him when he'd told me, and then afterwards acted as normally towards him as possible. A few months after that; he confessed he was regretting again what he'd done, he'd realised the mistake he'd made; he wanted me back... I told him I needed time to think things through; examine the situation; see if I could trust him again...

I considered it for two weeks. I loved him, but I was scared. Terrified of being hurt again. After those difficult two weeks, I came to the conclusion that I loved him; I had to trust him again; my love was too strong not to...
When I told him I wanted to try again, he told me he'd changed his mind - that it couldn't be... I guess he'd done a lot of thinking in those two weeks, as well...

In December, it will be a year since we first split up. And I still cry and I still miss him and I still feel so helpless and worthless about the situation.

But there's not a lot I can do...

Ugh, what a mess. I shouldn't have written all this. Now I'm in the mood from hell.

sunshine on the window makes me happy, like i should be, outside all around me, really sleazy, then it hits me, don't tell me you can't see what it means to me! meanwhile, in the moonlight, purple people, unforseeable, lonely as they may be, they'll be peachy, then it hits me...
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that sucks, to have your emotions toyed with like that. thats the knid of thing i'm afraid of. i have to play the hard guy type, but i'm really an emotional person. i dont want that kind of thing to happen to me and i'm afraid of what i'd do if did.

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I tell myself I refuse to believe in love; but it isn't true. There's always hope; but underlying in that hope is a deep sense of sorrow.

Love sucks.

sunshine on the window makes me happy, like i should be, outside all around me, really sleazy, then it hits me, don't tell me you can't see what it means to me! meanwhile, in the moonlight, purple people, unforseeable, lonely as they may be, they'll be peachy, then it hits me...
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Love sucks, bites, and all around draws blood

Hey people I stumbled across this forum awhile back. I finally read the last post this morning. This thread has made me laugh, cry, think hard enough to hurt my head, but it mostly made me smile. Seeing that there are others that share my so called bizarre ideas.

Oh and Spunkbubble hang in there. Things will get better,but then they'll get worse again. Then better,then worse, then better,then worse,etc.,etc.,etc. Life is an emotional roller coaster. Then again I've never been on an actual roller coaster.
/me pouts
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Drinks are on me people.
Get your ass over here and pour 'em up!

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